Cosplay to me

Well i know i have been neglecting my blog and i must really apologise coz i'm not in the habit of blogging regularly like what i did a few years back
nowadays, i'm more concerned about my own privacy, so i rarely share stuff on my blog anymore

anyways, back to topic-Cosplay
yes, people must be wondering,''huh? i thought you cosplayed before?''
NOOOOOO those frilly dresses are just a form of fashion called Lolita, NOT cosplaying!

what actually pulled me back from cosplaying is actually partly due to Lolita fashion and also my teeth
lolita fashion is just expensive...a dress from btssb could cost like close to $400?usually i'd get secondhand ones which would also cost about $150-$200...which i think is even more expensive than cosplaying just that for cosplaying you can't wear those clothings out(but still when u wear lolita, people would still think you're cosplaying and stare at you like you're aliens; i guess this is the Singaporean way of appreciating fashion they have never seen before?hmm ._.)
and my teeth is horribly protruding out of my mouth, so i needa get it fixed asap but after so many years of procrastination, i still haven't got my braces..if i have signed up for the public one, i would probably have got a subsidised braces done already T^T

but you know, once you hit 20, you will start panicking and yes i just can't wait anymore
would be getting my braces in December hopefully and probably stop cosplaying for about 4-6 mths?
i'm really starting to feel old......i just wished time would rewind itself....even though i had a rather horrible 14-19 year old life, i would still go back coz there's tons of things i didn't get to finish....

now that i've quitted lolita and don't give a damn shit about my teeth anymore (coz i think my youth is more worthwhile than my teeth and i just needa practise on positioning my teeth so that it's not so obvious>A<), it's time to enter the cosplay world!!yooooooooooo
i'm actually pretty excited about this coz it has been my dream since i was 15 years old ( yeap went to Cosfest the first time in my life and i never knew characters could come to life like that! i was so taken aback and the cosplayers look like they had a lot of fun^^)

Honestly to me, cosplay is not about looks( but of coz it's still the main concern to many), it's really about the experience and memories you create. It is also important that you like the character you're cosing not just because you're cosing for the sake of cosing ^^;;

like there are politics in the office world,lolita world...i'm sure cosplay would have such politics too, so i'm hoping i'd be spared from all these drama TAT
and hopefully through my cosplay journey to the peak, i could  make as many friends as possible who share the same interests as me ^^

bye lolita, i'll miss you.thank you for all the memories you've  given me! I've made some really really nice and crazy friends through this fashion and i can't imagine myself to have not gotten into this fashion TAT just how many pathetic friends would i have...oh god i don't even wanna think about it..

Welcoming cosplay world with an open mind!
do say hi to me if ya see me at events^^